In a special edition of NBC News' "Today," Matt Lauer broadcasts live from Michael Jackson's Neverland Ranch and talks exclusively to Jermaine Jackson in his first interview since his brother's death. Lauer takes viewers on an exclusive behind-the-scenes tour of the home where Jackson lived for 15 years, getting a rare look inside the private world of the King of Pop.

Jermaine really opens up about his and his family's reactions to the news and then goes on to say 'I wish it was me.' Here's the full video:

Matt Lauer tours the Neverland Ranch, Michael Jackson's fantasy-filled private compound in Southern California. His kitchen is the size of my entire apartment and the Today Show discovers a "secret room" in the mansion.

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