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Carrie Underwood: 'I Will Be Rich, Famous, And Married To A Hot Guy'

Kevin Blair Kevin Blair
5/15/2013 11:52am EDT

Carrie Underwood

Carrie Underwood predicted her own future when she was in high school.

The 30-year-old country singer, who's featured on the June cover of Marie Claire magazine, revealed that when she wrote in her high school yearbook over a decade ago she knew exactly where she would be now.

"You were supposed to say what you would be doing in 10 years, and I said, 'I will be rich, famous, and married to a hot guy.' I guess I should have added a few more things," she tells Marie Claire.

The singer opened up in her interview with the magazine, candidly speaking on her personality and how it led to a battle with anxiety, and on having children with husband Mike Fisher.

"I'm not a mushy person at all. We were never a huggy family. Or a 'let's talk it out' family. Technically I have siblings but they are quite a bit older than me – I was the accident – so I have the only-child syndrome going on," she says. "I'm a little more selfish, a little more independent, a little closed. I do wish I were softer. I wish I were able to form relationships better. But hey, I mean…I'm not a sociopath."

Carrie Underwood covers Marie Claire June 2013

Carrie Underwood covers Marie Claire June 2013

Her "closed" personality led to anxiety attacks when she first started getting famous though, because of all the attention.

"At the beginning of my career, I used to have panic attacks," she says. "People were touching me, screaming – it made me really nervous. In public, I just get nervous. It's a physical reaction, feeling like the walls are closing in. The fans are great. It's not their fault. I don't ever want to come across as ungrateful. But on my end, it is hard for me to process. Because I am still just me."

The singer also reveals that she has no plans for becoming a mom anytime soon.

"I don't feel old enough to have kids," she says. "I know I am mature. But being responsible for another human?"

Maybe she'll have them sometime in the next 10 years.

Read Carrie's full interview in Marie Claire's June issue, on newsstands May 21; and at

Carrie Underwood covers Marie Claire June 2013

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