Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-13 14:12:56
*nods* yeah i try 2 be strong and i try 2 hide this stuff from my little brother and my sisters but its really hard *sighs*

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-13 14:06:03
*bites lip so i dnt star cryin* im trying i really am

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-13 13:59:07
^ no it is my fault u dnt understand if i were every 1 else iin the world i would hate me also so i wont stop torturing myself cuz theres a good reason * rubs arm and cries*

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-13 13:53:33
Pauline its not just 1 boy its not anyone other then myself i am doing this to myself its all my fault

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-13 13:39:53
what do i do when every one ignores me and treats me like im not a real person and like i dont have feelings its not easy at all i just want my old life back the one before he used to ignore me and he would tell me he loved me not the life i have now were the love of my life wont talk 2 me and when he does he just yells at me and when i say i love him he just says sure sure you have said that before and i dont know what to do because i like this guy but im afraid it will wreck our friendship if i tell him i am falling in love with him so i dont know what to do or think anymore im just like a zombie i went shopping the other day with a friend and she said i acted like i wasnt even in the same universe as every 1 else idk maybe i am crazy like many ppl have told me in the past maybe i deserve 2 be locked up in a padded room idk anymore idk kno anything

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-12 21:04:01
*cries* im done trying

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-11 22:05:28
^ thanks so much pauline i need some 1 right now and ur the only 1 there so im sorry im dumping his stuff on u but ur the only 1 who will listen :(

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-10 15:26:45
[b]*cuts wrist*[/b]

Meeting Place - Re: ARE YOU HAPPY?
2009-12-10 15:10:21
nope

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-10 15:08:41
I told my ex he needed 2 grow up and sruff and now i realize i made a mistake and now he isnt here 4 me and he used 2 be my best friend i cant do anything right  :'(

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-10 14:24:12
^It is nothing *sobs*

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-10 10:18:20
i let the best thing thats ever happened 2 me slip through my fingers i am young and i was scared so i ran and now he isnt there anymore *stands on edge of roof*

Meeting Place - Re: who is your favorite member
2009-12-08 20:19:16
jus kiddin pauline I <3 ya

Meeting Place - Re: who is your favorite member
2009-12-08 20:17:05
o i c how it is u dnt like me  :'(  :'(

Meeting Place - Re: ARE YOU HAPPY?
2009-12-08 15:51:11
Wat does happy mean again oh yeah um deffanitly not happy its been almost 3 months since i have been happy

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-08 15:41:04
Why me? why am i not pretty why am i not smart ughh im tired of trying 2 make people happy i think i need 2 make myself happy before i can make any one else happy i need to follow my heart and dont look back thats what i need to do but i cant i am just not strong enough and i dont get life anymore and im scared and confused but i think im in love with this guy ugh im just gonna give up on love and life and every one and myself  :'(

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-07 17:18:14
*dangles feet off roof and sobs*

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-07 16:52:48
when stuff seems 2 get better it only gets worse in the end last night i cried so much i couldnt cry anymore i am useless 2 this world

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-04 16:43:50
^ thanks for the advice i will try it

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-12-02 17:38:43
why cant i do anything right and i get yelled at 4 everything i dont get it i thought it was getting better now its getting worse i have almost completely stopped eating i hardly ever eat breakfast or lunch anymore and i eat a tiny bit at dinner time and idk wat tht is suppose 2 mean im like never hungry any more yesterday all i ate was rice 2day i had a half of a sandwitch idk wat to do. If any 1 has any advise i would love to hear it please

Meeting Place - Re: Use smileys to describe your current general mood and thoughts!!!
2009-11-30 14:09:10
  ;D  :o  ::)  :-X  :(

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-11-30 14:05:36
trying to take pauline's advice and think positive but it is kinda hard but i feel a little better  :)

General Discussion - Re: True/False Game
2009-11-22 17:25:56
False TPBM hates Robert Pattinson

General Discussion - Re: True/False Game
2009-11-19 17:53:21
TRUE Love them my dad has me hooked! TPBM still sleeps with a teddy bear

Meeting Place - Re: Say Anything You Need to get off your mind...
2009-11-19 12:46:41
I'm broken inside. Why do people keep leaving me? I am empty in side and once agian the pain in my heart has returned and if i hear his name I want to curl in a ball and just lay there cuz it hurts so bad. I miss him but at the same time it's better off. Then comes my family they dont care anymore they say i'm fine and it is nothing that i am young and i am just putting more stress on them sometimes i just feel like running away to some one who loves me for me and wont make me go home. I'm scared I have spent the whole morning crying cuz i dont know what o do anymore.  :'(