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« Reply #135 on: May 22, 2009, 11:05:23 am »

^ OMG i LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE that!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats awesome!!!!

thankz Miley Cheesy and ur welcome. i only posted a page worth there tho.. and theres more 2 y those girls r doing that. and yeh...the mean ness doesnt stop...and i dont think ur gonna like the princibale much...idk y tho....i just wanted the begining 2 be really tragic that way when i add like something thats good and happy it will have a much better affect 2 it. do u c where im coming from?

heres some more...sorry im on a role i kinda like pplz reading my stories

Being sent to the princibles ofice is one thing. i can handle that. wat i cant handle is all these looks....and thankz 2 a curse, i can sence everything off of them. some fear, some satifaction...and not one person with any simpathy. i would of thought at least one might but i was wrong. looks 2 me like someone said something and fear got the better of them. as i walked down the hall, like some weird walk of shame to the princibles office i could feel ten thousand eyes watching me. like pirsing dagers into my back. somehow the fact that no one spoke and only stared made it worse. there werent even whispers. which is surprising. very surprising. maybe there scared coz the Principal is walking behind me. a big firm line prest on his lips. oh yeh i could tell he was either annoyed or angry. at who im not sure. maybe it was at me. even though i didnt do anything! reaching the end of the hall i stop in front of the door marked Principal. The principal, who was behind me opens the door and doent even glance at me and steps in side. yep his annoyance is deffitantly amid at me. i didnt do anything so he cant do anything to me. well besides call May, which wont work coz i kno she'll believe me. she knows i stick to the truth except on accasions when i lie 4 someones better benifet. but y would i lie about this? everyone in the school hates me and i have no idea y. so y would i lie 2 save a bunch of lying bastards who hate me? yeh think about it. i glance around behind me. i glare in everyone of those faces staring at me. all but one face tuned away. Jennifer. the b*tch who did this and has it in for me. she smiled at me. i snorted at her and turned and walked into the principal's office whith my head held high. no way was i gonna give her satisfaction 4 putting me in here.

"please close the door miss Bellozitya" strict face, ellbows on his desk, hands clamped together as the principal spoke to me. i closed the door and went to sit in the chair in fornt of his desk in silence. out side the door i heard clustering, foot speps and soft whispers. sitting down i cross my ankles and rest my hand on my lap. i have a pretty good poker face so i put it to good use and put a barely readable face on. the principal sighed and leaned forward.
"Miss Bellozitya-"
"Allya" i interupted him.
"ok Allya, why did u hurt Mr Mike Kentale and Mr Paul Jonstain?"
" self defense,  they attacked me first"
" do you know y they did this"
hell yeh, someone asked them 2. "no"
"those that were in the hall say that they saw u attack them. wats ur defence to that?"
" well sir, judging that i was first out of class, yes it would seem like i attacked them first. it happened awfuly fast. and by the time the crowed came around was when i dislocated the guys arm" my voice was clam. i was telling the truth so it was steady. theres no need i should be worried. i didnt do anything.
"and u say u dislocated Mr Jonstain's arm becase of self defence?"
" he swung his fist at me, i simply blocked the blow. im sorry that i endded up hurting him but u shouldnt be talking 2 me about this. i defended my self. watever his name is should have know not 2 mess with me so his injury is his own stupid fualt." i said that with a tad anger in my voice but i dont think he noticed. i crossed my ankles over.
"i'll be having a word with him i can assure u. both of them. but self defence or not u will not go un punnished"
"and y am i to be punnished?"
"because u acted in violence instead of walking away or getting an adult"
ok who the heck his he kidding. was he not listening just now? i just said they came at me! fists in the air! i'd like 2 see him try and walk away from that or get a teacher. i hopened my moth to voice this but he held up his hand and cut me off.
"now i kno u claim it was self deffence.  and giving the curcomstansces u may of not been able 2 walk or find help but u still acted in violence. did u even ask them 2 stop?"
"well no i was more worried about fists coming at me then saying stop!" i still manages 2 keep my clam. even tho i wanted to smash something and yell. i cant believe im going to be punished.
"Allya..." he said shaking his head with a sigh. he took his glasses off and rubbed his forehead like he was getting a head ache. or was just tired of talking to me. " i aspect 2 so make apologies to the boys 4 there injuries, also u will receive detention 4 the rest of the week. but i think u should serve that time doing community servers. i think we need 2 work on ur people skills. u will work in the drama department helping make props and costumes with the drama students, and u will participate. and u will do so untill u detention is over and u will do so everyday after school until 6pm. do u understand?"
wait. did he say 6? PM? but i'll never make it hope by dark...not unless i run. but even thats cutting it close. i oppened my mouth 2 argue this but he held up his hand and glared at me. yes glared at me. and said in a frightening voice
"do u understand Allya Bellozitya!!"
taken back by the power and not to mention anger in his voice i sank bac in my chair and shut my mouth. its best 2 croproate if i dont want more trouble.
"yes sir" i said in response.  with a nod of aprovaol he guestard to the door.
"Good, that will be all. u may leave now Miss Bellozitya" and with that i left and went straight to the nearest bathroom. there was about another ten minutes untill the bell. checking to make sure i was alone a drank my dayliy dose of blood. i almost cut it cloe today. i was beging 2 c the effects of my hunger kick in. after i was done cleaning up and was washing my hands. the last person i wanted 2 c walked into the bathroom. Jennifer.




so Miley r u gonna post some more of ur story to.

oh and i have a few songs 2 work with here.

Whisper - Evanescence when she has 2 cut her self. the time when 2 meets Demitrri.

The Wordless - Cinematic Sunriseas shes walking to the principals office, the beginning of this song. and then again in the scene that happens after her run in with Jennifer.

A Twist in my story - Secondhand serenade when shes with Demetrri and realizes that she loves him.

Misery Loves its Company - Red Jumpsuit apparatus i dont kno which part yet...it fits in a few places

Somthing That im Not - Just Surrenderi just really love this song and i want 2 use it.

and like tones more...tho im having trouble finding just the right sad and slow song as shes on the train....u kno when she realises her mother is dead and ideas?
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« Reply #136 on: May 22, 2009, 02:17:58 pm »

I loved that also! Again, thanks for posting it. Man your right, that principal is so mean. He didnt even listen. He's singling Allya out, even though the guys were hitting HER. They weren't in any trouble? So, is Jennifer like her worst enemy throughout the whole book? Like, the one always out to get her? Thanks for posting it, I loved it.

Oh, and I love your song choices. For the train scene? I would suggest "World On Fire" by Sarah Mclachlan. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWybv7vTJ38

Or "Heaven" by Bryan Adams
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eT464L1YRA

And yes. I will post more to mine. I migh add more to what Michelle did to Maya. More to when she was locked out in the rain. Conflict between Carrie and Jason's mom. More detail on the fight in the hallway. And the moment when Jason and Maya realized how much they were meant for eachother... Do those sound good?
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« Reply #137 on: June 23, 2009, 02:23:45 pm »

I just wrote this last night...


Where Were You

Where were you
when I took that first step?
Where were you
when I blew out that first candle?
Where were you
When I took that first fall?
Was it me you couldn't handle?
Where were you?
I was there for it all


Where were you
when momma worked double shift?
Where were you
When she had to bring me with?
Because you're too "Buzy" to find a sitter.
Too "Buzy" seeing all those other bitter skanks.
Ain't I good enough for you?
No? Gee, thanks.
Where were you all this time
Day after day?
Socializing with your boozer friend.
Sitting on that stool
Washing your brains away
With that liquid poison pool
Will this ever end?

Where were you
When I learned to write my name?
Where were you
When I got that first A?
When I got that first F?
Where were you
when I ran that race?
Where were you
When that first rock struck my face?
When those big kids raised their fist?
I also wish
That you were there
When My face met that cold hard concrete school wall.
You were too drunk?
Well I hope you didn't trip and fall.
Where were you
When I walk accrossed that 6th grade stage?
When my poor little Jenna
Met Momma's black rubber car tire?
Where you saving someone from a fire?
Or were you drinking all that you desire?

Where were you
When me and him first locked eyes?
Did you even know
That I'm into guys?
When he first felt my thigh and calf?
Have you even met my other half?

Where will you be
When me and him hitch?
When I fight off that pretty, scheaming blonde b*tch
Where will you be
When my senior name is up on that metal plaque?
The answere to that?
Well let's just look back.

Where were you
When I took that first step?
Where were you
When this was writen?


Daddy
Where have you been?
Where will you be?
Since all this
Do you even know me?
Please be there for me you drunken fool
Before I myself lose my mind
On that old bar stool.
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« Reply #138 on: June 24, 2009, 06:13:37 pm »

Stories on exam papers.
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« Reply #139 on: June 26, 2009, 01:18:51 am »

sweet serenity

its sad how silence only comes to us in death
sweet death
so cold
but old were you and i
ended
shattered
broken
twisted you scremed
demeanted i yelled
hate you i don't
love you always
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« Reply #140 on: June 27, 2009, 11:10:54 am »

thats awesome Miley!!!!

^ wow thats pretty good

i was bored in science last Wednesday coz i finnished my work so i wrote these

I'm Sorry, Forgive Me
Mother, Father
forgive me
i dont mean to be this way
i dont mean to do the things i do
im sorry i always dissapoint u
im sorry im not the way u want me to be
im sorry im not the child u wanted
im sorry im not good enough
im just...
sorry...
dont hit me
the pain hurts
dont always be so dissapointed with me
i am the way i am
im sorry its not enough for u
its never enough
i try
i really do
but its never enough 4 u
not 4 u...
why do u resent me?
when all i do is try?
try my best,
my hardest
thats never enough with u
u always want me to be wat i cant seem to be
cant u love me?
for being me?
even though thats never enough 4 u
n it probally will never be
i still love u
4 the way u r
always...

Walking In The Rain
Have you heard?
Never judge a book by its cover.
this is a good saying,
and it fits well with me
to others
i seem strong
but under the surface
im not
i love winter
and the rain
rain is free
it just falls
it is wat it apears to be
which is the opposite of me
thats y i love walking in the rain
if only i was like the rain
maybe i would be strong
not just on the surface,
but all the way through
so i keep walking
walking in the rain
sometimes i cry in the rain
breakdown
but its ok because
no one knows im crying
another reason y i love walking in the rain
always
in the beautiful rain.



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« Reply #141 on: June 27, 2009, 02:45:59 pm »

Thanks Jess! Smiley

Oh my gosh...I loved yours! The first one just about made me cry. Cry
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« Reply #142 on: June 29, 2009, 06:53:41 am »

ur welcome Cheesy
yeh i was crying when i wrote the first one.
now these.....well c i was kinda really really depressed when i wrote these.....my parents again so there kinda suicide poetry. wat ya think?

My Wish, My freedom
As the small line,
of crimson red
drips down my pale skin
i keep thinking
death isnt so bad
i will be set free,
free from all the voices
that linger in my head
free from all the pain
and free from thoses fearful eyes
as u keep wanting me to be
something im not
the pain i feel isnt bad
this pain
feels wonderful
its redemption
freedom
so i let the blood fall
and fall
untill the last drop
of my crimson red blood
has fallen
giving me
my wish
my wish to die
and be free from this world
and from you
forever.

My Last Voice
You always do this
Its always my fault
Even when i didnt do anything
in your eyes
i'm always to blame
dont act like you care
i know u dont
i can see it in your eyes
the hatedred you feel for me
tell me
what did i do?
for you to do this to me?
for you to always blame me?
you wonder why im like this
why i cut
why i scream
why i cry
And why i want to run away
you know the voices?
battling in my head
are almost going to stop
then i'll stop
stop fighting
stop trying
stop caring...
then i'll take the blade and end it
you'll find me then
in a pool of blood
will you love me now?
will you stop blaming me then?
will u even care that ive died?

 Last Goodbye
this is my last goodbye,
my confession
i cant take the pain no more
i cant take ur hatered
i cant take to see the pain
in your eyes
when u look at me
so this is why i its my goodbye
im taking the blade
place it on my skin
and watch the blood trail down
my plae skin
bet u still dont care tho
bet u still blame me
its always my fualt with u
im done
done trying
done pretending
done everything
im no longer gonna be the good daughter
when all u do is blame me
so now
guess wat
im giving u wat u wanted
say good bye to the daughter u hate
the daughter u dont kno
the daughter u always blamed
beacuse now
this is her final goodbye
maybe now
as u look over her dead body
u will finnaly give a f***
n wake up
and feel her pain
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« Reply #143 on: June 30, 2009, 01:01:16 pm »

id post mine but ofcourse i write stories not poems so ~.~ i dont feel like copying 69 pages and pasting it here...when i get it on the web i will post a link and i like it all jess and pauline
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« Reply #144 on: June 30, 2009, 09:33:20 pm »

Sad Nothing of any importance...Grim has zero talent in prose and poetry.
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« Reply #145 on: June 30, 2009, 10:58:14 pm »

^^^Oh my god Jess...I LOVE your poems! They're amazing! Wink But, please, PLEASE tell me you ain't actually thinking these things...Life gets better you know... Shocked Shocked Shocked Cry Cry Cry
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« Reply #146 on: June 30, 2009, 11:22:29 pm »

Naughty poems.
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« Reply #147 on: July 01, 2009, 01:26:42 am »

ur welcome Cheesy
yeh i was crying when i wrote the first one.
now these.....well c i was kinda really really depressed when i wrote these.....my parents again so there kinda suicide poetry. wat ya think?

My Wish, My freedom
As the small line,
of crimson red
drips down my pale skin
i keep thinking
death isnt so bad
i will be set free,
free from all the voices
that linger in my head
free from all the pain
and free from thoses fearful eyes
as u keep wanting me to be
something im not
the pain i feel isnt bad
this pain
feels wonderful
its redemption
freedom
so i let the blood fall
and fall
untill the last drop
of my crimson red blood
has fallen
giving me
my wish
my wish to die
and be free from this world
and from you
forever.

My Last Voice
You always do this
Its always my fault
Even when i didnt do anything
in your eyes
i'm always to blame
dont act like you care
i know u dont
i can see it in your eyes
the hatedred you feel for me
tell me
what did i do?
for you to do this to me?
for you to always blame me?
you wonder why im like this
why i cut
why i scream
why i cry
And why i want to run away
you know the voices?
battling in my head
are almost going to stop
then i'll stop
stop fighting
stop trying
stop caring...
then i'll take the blade and end it
you'll find me then
in a pool of blood
will you love me now?
will you stop blaming me then?
will u even care that ive died?

 Last Goodbye
this is my last goodbye,
my confession
i cant take the pain no more
i cant take ur hatered
i cant take to see the pain
in your eyes
when u look at me
so this is why i its my goodbye
im taking the blade
place it on my skin
and watch the blood trail down
my plae skin
bet u still dont care tho
bet u still blame me
its always my fualt with u
im done
done trying
done pretending
done everything
im no longer gonna be the good daughter
when all u do is blame me
so now
guess wat
im giving u wat u wanted
say good bye to the daughter u hate
the daughter u dont kno
the daughter u always blamed
beacuse now
this is her final goodbye
maybe now
as u look over her dead body
u will finnaly give a f***
n wake up
and feel her pain


Writing is a great way to release your emotions...and you are very eloquent Jess.  Please know that none of it is your fault.  They love you the best they can, and it's not fair that you need and deserve more than they can give.  But you are a warior Jess...This will pass.  Stay focused on your future, and be the wonderful, beautiful girl that you are.  You shine like a beacon.
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« Reply #148 on: July 01, 2009, 11:18:46 pm »

id post mine but ofcourse i write stories not poems so ~.~ i dont feel like copying 69 pages and pasting it here...when i get it on the web i will post a link and i like it all jess and pauline

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« Reply #149 on: July 03, 2009, 07:19:08 pm »

I great stories, mostly in exams.
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