Being sent to the princibles ofice is one thing. i can handle that. wat i cant handle is all these looks....and thankz 2 a curse, i can sence everything off of them. some fear, some satifaction...and not one person with any simpathy. i would of thought at least one might but i was wrong. looks 2 me like someone said something and fear got the better of them. as i walked down the hall, like some weird walk of shame to the princibles office i could feel ten thousand eyes watching me. like pirsing dagers into my back. somehow the fact that no one spoke and only stared made it worse. there werent even whispers. which is surprising. very surprising. maybe there scared coz the Principal is walking behind me. a big firm line prest on his lips. oh yeh i could tell he was either annoyed or angry. at who im not sure. maybe it was at me. even though i didnt do anything! reaching the end of the hall i stop in front of the door marked Principal. The principal, who was behind me opens the door and doent even glance at me and steps in side. yep his annoyance is deffitantly amid at me. i didnt do anything so he cant do anything to me. well besides call May, which wont work coz i kno she'll believe me. she knows i stick to the truth except on accasions when i lie 4 someones better benifet. but y would i lie about this? everyone in the school hates me and i have no idea y. so y would i lie 2 save a bunch of lying bastards who hate me? yeh think about it. i glance around behind me. i glare in everyone of those faces staring at me. all but one face tuned away. Jennifer. the b*tch who did this and has it in for me. she smiled at me. i snorted at her and turned and walked into the principal's office whith my head held high. no way was i gonna give her satisfaction 4 putting me in here.
"please close the door miss Bellozitya" strict face, ellbows on his desk, hands clamped together as the principal spoke to me. i closed the door and went to sit in the chair in fornt of his desk in silence. out side the door i heard clustering, foot speps and soft whispers. sitting down i cross my ankles and rest my hand on my lap. i have a pretty good poker face so i put it to good use and put a barely readable face on. the principal sighed and leaned forward.
"Miss Bellozitya-"
"Allya" i interupted him.
"ok Allya, why did u hurt Mr Mike Kentale and Mr Paul Jonstain?"
" self defense, they attacked me first"
" do you know y they did this"
hell yeh, someone asked them 2. "no"
"those that were in the hall say that they saw u attack them. wats ur defence to that?"
" well sir, judging that i was first out of class, yes it would seem like i attacked them first. it happened awfuly fast. and by the time the crowed came around was when i dislocated the guys arm" my voice was clam. i was telling the truth so it was steady. theres no need i should be worried. i didnt do anything.
"and u say u dislocated Mr Jonstain's arm becase of self defence?"
" he swung his fist at me, i simply blocked the blow. im sorry that i endded up hurting him but u shouldnt be talking 2 me about this. i defended my self. watever his name is should have know not 2 mess with me so his injury is his own stupid fualt." i said that with a tad anger in my voice but i dont think he noticed. i crossed my ankles over.
"i'll be having a word with him i can assure u. both of them. but self defence or not u will not go un punnished"
"and y am i to be punnished?"
"because u acted in violence instead of walking away or getting an adult"
ok who the heck his he kidding. was he not listening just now? i just said they came at me! fists in the air! i'd like 2 see him try and walk away from that or get a teacher. i hopened my moth to voice this but he held up his hand and cut me off.
"now i kno u claim it was self deffence. and giving the curcomstansces u may of not been able 2 walk or find help but u still acted in violence. did u even ask them 2 stop?"
"well no i was more worried about fists coming at me then saying stop!" i still manages 2 keep my clam. even tho i wanted to smash something and yell. i cant believe im going to be punished.
"Allya..." he said shaking his head with a sigh. he took his glasses off and rubbed his forehead like he was getting a head ache. or was just tired of talking to me. " i aspect 2 so make apologies to the boys 4 there injuries, also u will receive detention 4 the rest of the week. but i think u should serve that time doing community servers. i think we need 2 work on ur people skills. u will work in the drama department helping make props and costumes with the drama students, and u will participate. and u will do so untill u detention is over and u will do so everyday after school until 6pm. do u understand?"
wait. did he say 6? PM? but i'll never make it hope by dark...not unless i run. but even thats cutting it close. i oppened my mouth 2 argue this but he held up his hand and glared at me. yes glared at me. and said in a frightening voice
"do u understand Allya Bellozitya!!"
taken back by the power and not to mention anger in his voice i sank bac in my chair and shut my mouth. its best 2 croproate if i dont want more trouble.
"yes sir" i said in response. with a nod of aprovaol he guestard to the door.
"Good, that will be all. u may leave now Miss Bellozitya" and with that i left and went straight to the nearest bathroom. there was about another ten minutes untill the bell. checking to make sure i was alone a drank my dayliy dose of blood. i almost cut it cloe today. i was beging 2 c the effects of my hunger kick in. after i was done cleaning up and was washing my hands. the last person i wanted 2 c walked into the bathroom. Jennifer.
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Jennifer smiled her fake sweet smile the second she saw me in the bathroom. it just like the one she gave me before. i clenched my hands into fists. i wanted to punch her face in right then and there. but that would be bad, and no way would i give her that satisfaction. so i put on my poker face. she fliped her blonde hair over her shoulder, and still smiling, she walked passed me to stand in front of a mirror about 2 meters away from me. someone likes to keep there distance.
"how the hell did you do that?" she was stairing at her self in the mirrior when she said that to me. she said it with a very icy voice. i turned of the running tap and turned to her. it was my turn to smile.
"i dont know what your talking about" she narrowed her eyes at me through the mirror.
"Oh i think you do"
"oh really? and i supose you had something to do with the incedent that happened just b4" i was still smiling when i said that.
"i dont kno what your talking about"
" ok miss, act all innocent i'll answer your question when u answer mine" her mouth hung open fro a minute. she went to say something but thought the better and closed her mouth and smiled coldly at me again. she was still about 2 meters away from me but she wasnt looking at me through the mirrior anymore. she was facing me now. for a minute neither of us moved. we just stared at each other. like we where waiting for the other to cave. i held my ground. she broke firts. she flipped her hair again and went back to the mirror. she ran her finger over her lip, touching her gloss. guess someones not so tough now. i walked over to the paper towels to dry my hands. she ignored me and i ignored her. my hands dry i threw the paper towel in the bin and turned to face Jenifer. i wanted to kno what her problem was with me.
" so lets hear it" i said
"hear what?"
"dont act coy....what the hell is your problem with me?"
"survival of the fittest" she was staring at her self in the mirror when she said that. she said it like she was complementing someones outfit.
" so you see me as a threat to your social standard? why?"
she turned.
"Why?...well lets see....a new girl comes along...and everyones interested in her...Mike even read ur file in the office....he only does that if the persons interesting...though what he fond on you was very.." she curled her lip "Interesting.."
"but what does that have to do with you?" she rolled her eyes.
"Oh wake up...Allya!!" she streched my name out. " when a freak gets the attentions of thoses of us who are important...they gross the line...u need to know ur place freak!! you might of had there attention before but after what happened before they'll stire clear...and then the atentions back to me...where it should be" she fliped her blonde hair again, that was really starting to annoy me.
i laughed at her.
"your a major jelious piece of work arnte you?" she just narrowed her eyes at me. "Funny, you thought i was a freak....look at you. you act all sweet around ur friends but underneath ur a sinister little b*tch" she steped closer to me. i was about 2 inches taller than her. and thats saying something coz im only 5 foot 6 she glared up at me.
" listen here freak, you think before was bad? well i got news for you....thats the begining..u need to learn your place here and that place is not being the centre of attention..thats MY JOB"
" is that a moustache i see on ur lip?" i asked all nicely. she gasped and looked in the mirror. i couldnt help my self. i kept laughing. after running over her features twice she growed either out of annoyance or anger im not sure and stoped right up to me.
"You little #@$%#$!!" she was pointing her finger in front of my face. " i turned the school against you through one rumor...i convincined Mike and Paul to attack u like i was taking candy from a baby....so dont push me freak...coz i can make ur life even more of a hell than it is now" ha she addmitted it...
"oh really? n just how did you get Paul and Mike to attack me?" she rolled her eyes at me again
"easy i told them that the coach was thinking of placing u in on of there spots. and i also told them u gave me this bruise" she held out her arm and showed me a brusie just ubove her elbow. it was a tad smaller than a golf ball. and it was purplish-black. and recent.
"so howd u get the bruise?" i asked. what i was curious. she smiled again.
"i have ways"
"i bet u do"
we staired at each other again. after about a minute of scilence she spoke.
" Mike and Paul were supposed to rough you up...scare u" she narrowed her eyes "so how the hell did you do wat u did?" i stared at her. wat could i say? that i was a freack? a half breed whos being hunted? i think not.
"they attacked me...self deffence"
"not at that speed"
ii shrugged.
"practice i guess" i was done here...i didnt need to go into deatails. i knew y shes out to get me, shes jellious coz i was getting attention. i turned to walk out the door. i made about 3 steps when she called in an even icy-er voice.
"So i guess its true, u did kill your parents then. ur just a freak of nature....no wonder u can move like that...i bet you loved hearing ur mother scream in pain as she died!!! when you killed her"
she didnt kno the half of it, but as soon as she said hearing my mothers screams....i remembered them. when i was on the train 3 years ago....how i was just a scared little girl then and i let my mother die....die because the were after me. she crossed the line. wat happened next was just a blur. i was so angry and upset coz i was so hopeless bac then. one minute i was facing the door, the next a wirled around and punched Jennifer clean in the face. she fell to the floor. i think i broke her nose. blood was eaverywhere. she was screaming in pain holding her nose in her hands. i didnt hit her that hard did i? but i was to angry to think i lifted her off of the ground by her now blood stained blouse and slamed her against the wall. i said these next words with complete anger.
"Shut your F***ing mouth you #@$%#$!!!" i hit her in the stomach. she cried out in pain. tears were running down her face. i was so angry i was just about ready to rip her throt out. then her cries of pain changed. changed to cries of horror.
"ahhhhhhhhhhhh wat the #@$%#$ are you!!!!!!!!1" she tried to get away but she was held in my grip. she was moving her hands arond trying to hit me. she landed a blow but it was bearly a slap. but it made my head move. and thats when i saw my self in the mirror. i let go of her and stared at the mirrior in horror. she slid to the floor and crawled across the floor and out the door. i ignored her, but i think she was still bleeding. i was hypnotized by the face in the mirror. my eyes were glowing a blood red, my nails were at least an inch long, my ears were pointy again. and my fangs. my fangs were long. and looked very sharp. i need to clam down. fast. i cant lose control right now. i took slow deep breaths and clamed my anger. i closed my eyes to help. half a minute later i was clam again. i opened my eyes and found my normal ones stairing at me. my ears, nails and fangs however, were still the same. i looked more like a Villartarri now than ever. well i was worse with the eyes. y did my eyes change? and y did everything grow so fast? wat the hell is going on! i have to go...i grabed my bag and ran out the door. Jennifer, was on the floor 10 feet away, still bleeding from her nose. if i had of lost control i probally would of killed her. she didnt see me come out of the bathroom so i just took off. fast as i could. inhunamn speed. a crowd slowly gathered around Jennifer, but i was to far away by that time. no one saw me. thank god 4 my extra scences.
when i got home May wasnt there. where was she?? i went straight to the bathroom after i locked every door and shut every window in the house. for a while i just stared at my self in the mirrior. then i cut my nails down, and my ears, then filed my fangs. there painful to do when there this long. but i just ignored the pain. when i was done i stared in the mirror i was semi normall looking. my eyes were already watery so i gave in. i let the tears fall and i cried. i picked up my hair dryer and threw it at the wall, it smashed on contact, and still crying i fell to the floor. i buried my face in my hands, as i cried.
"Y am i a monster??" i called out in a whisper. then i cried. long and hard.
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Jess, that was amazing!! It's so sad when she remembered her mom's screams, the emotional pain she must've felt. And the part where Allya nearly killed that snob, that's awesome! And where she saw herself in the mirror thinking she's a monster, scared about exposing her secret. Did she actualy cut down her ears? Owwwww! 
